well the fireworks tent is finnally over...i cant sleep so i thought i would update...yes im that bored. not much goen on...just kinda watchin as life goes on by...i dont mean that in a depressing way but i guess anyway u look at it its depressing. just thinking about how every second that passes...is gone. which makes me wonder...am i waisting my life, am i just dragging through the golden years of my existance? the people that i want to be with most...i cant be with ever...maybe because of relentless parents...maybe because of distance...maybe because of shitty situations. i want to spend my time...my life with those people but i cant.
sry....i rambled...ull have to excuse me...im very tired.
anywho i think im gonna do some shoutouts...
camille...i love you so much...the reason i kno that is because weve made it so far with a relationship that consists of typing and talking on the phone...but that doesnt matter to me because ill always have that one moment that i get to look foward to...seeing you again. and its worth every second.
marcus...dude...i cant even begin to explain. u are the best friend ive ever had...uve always been there for me. uve never let me down...never betrayed me. uve just been there. me and u are like brothers...shit, we are brothers. weve had the funnest times together, and i kno that i will carry those memories for the rest of my days...and i hope ull be right there to carry them with me.
ashlie...u are one of the few people that have not talked shit or thought of me negatively because of my choices. you liked me for who i was, and that is somthing that is rare in people. a friend like you is hard to come by, and thats why i thank God every day that u decided to come give me that very first hug that started such a speacial friendship.
i dont think i feel like doing anymore shoutouts. im sry if i missed u but u kno what...there are worse tragitys.
peace to all
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